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released January 2, 2018

All songs written and performed by Alex Guderian

Drums performed by Dave Martini on songs 2, 3 & 4
Backing vocals by Eric Skogen on "Spell"
Songs 1, 3 & 4 recorded and mixed by Eric Skogen at Upstairs at Eric's
"Lull" Recorded and mixed by Ali Jaafar at Ecstattic Studio
All songs mastered by Ali Jaafar
Album art/design by Matt Rector & Alex Guderian


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Track Name: Spell
in some kind of spell
ive been feeling overwhelmed
ive been feeling the confines of everything
no way to escape from myself
maybe I should seek some help
for reoccurring self-doubt

im on the mend
even if its just pretend
my eyes will stay open
see it through and break the spell

don’t need a lucky charm
don’t need a 4 leaf clover
no need to twist my arm
im aware

im well aware
im more aware than I ever was
Track Name: Lull
Faded into nothing to fit
The role that you were destined for
Just a prisoner and nothing more
Add up all the bad times and turn
The blame on everybody else
All the while we were trying to help

Get away

Cant help feeling jaded, im done
What Steven said is ringing true
“rejection from a fool is cruel”
Listen to the strawman, he’ll say
Everyone that’s bad for you
And everything that you should do

Get away

Threw it all way
Im taking it back
The trust that I gave

Drinking in the same bars that you’ve always been
Waiting on that something that he’ll never give
Say I never knew ya, well if that’s the case
I guess ill never know ya
Track Name: Cynics Bliss
White pastels in blue swells
Poison path led to the edge of the cliff
Second guessing about falling in because

It don’t feel real, and I feel small
Drowning in the north pacifics sprawl

Jade cove beach, you and me
In a grey sky sightline memory
Reminders of things worth remembering

Perfect sights at perfect sites
When you fall in you realize
To use what you see as accolades for living
In all its just another way to stay sane and face being alive

Its flickering
The will to live
Track Name: Funny Old Life
Still life time of night
Im a wire to the light

*its now I see it now
See just where I am
Feel the weight of everything and its everything at once
I think about just where ive been and everywhere I wanna be it’ll never be enough

Even without my mistakes
Its not good enough
But not good enough is good enough for me

Given lot in life
Im a line to a lie
A crow it cawed, I saw its breath
The morning came, the sun crept in
I felt the cloud depart from me
I closed my eyes and fell asleep
Into a dream where I was led to several false awakenings
It happens every now and then, this happens every now and then

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